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February 28th, 2001 · No Comments · Uncategorized

Big Debut

During all the classes and lectures where I’ve served Nori, I’ve had a very discreet role. Nori wisely uses volunteers from the classes themselves for demonstrations. I would have been happy to be used to demonstrate technique, but there was no need, really. The type of service Nori needed from me during the lectures was more mundane. Necessary and useful, but mundane. I am not complaining because the nature of service is you do what needs to be done by who you are serving, not what you want to do. It wouldn’t be submission, otherwise. Still, I was always hoping.

A gentle lesson in being careful what you wish for. Tonight I will be used to demonstrate suspension bondage.
At a large night club fetish event.
On a stage.
In front of a lot of people.
Wearing not a whole heck of a lot.

Tonight will be two firsts. I have never been suspended before. I have never done anything in public before. Admittedly, I don’t qualify this as play in the pure sense. It’s a performance first. Still, it’ll be pretty intense. It also has to be the wildest thing I’ve ever done.

Right now, I’m just trying not to dwell on it.

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